Alan's stupidity for not sharing his true heart and making the biggest mistake of his life by not telling Diane all of his inner most feelings
    Met online back in 1995 brought Diane from Florida out of a bad relationship and went down to bring her and her kids back to WV because my heart had told me it was the right direction to go in. I was listening to my heart but not letting everything out of my heart I should have including going as far as lying about things I shouldn't have and now all I can do is let my heart love her until I die. I just pray the lord will touch her heart someday and show her where my heart truly was.
    Online chatting
    Her smile and wonderful kindness
    Her touch and just the way she always held me falling asleep
    our fighting over my stupid mistakes and lies
    Never love anyone again except the Lord
    Her saying once she forgave me but her going on to date other guys when I thought she wanted to try and put our relationship back together.
    Her children and friends we had
    Nobody will ever reach my heart like Diane