Geography
    Definitely had chemistry right from the get go. Our first meeting was shared over a mutual love of slavic food and beer. Me, very analytic and scientific..he was very artistic and poetic. A definite compliment to each other. He made me happy and made me smile, at least for some time.
    Met online.
    His kindness and devotion to his friends and family.
    Being with him. Sharing time together. Most importantly we were great friends.
    His lack of motivation and his living arrangment. Made alone/together time very difficulty.
    I probably never will see him again (see cause of death--geography) so I have resigned myself to this notion.
    That I wasn't important enough to him to stay put and see where this was going.
    Only the dogs that I'm really going to miss :(
    Let go.