immaturity
    we met and fell in love I was young and didn't know what to do with how I felt and where the relationship was going- it was real and all new to me I should have told you that- instead I just gave up and went back to what I knew - it's been years and I still think about you we are both married and I hope she knows how lucky she is to have you, unlike me I never meant to hurt you I loved you more than I have ever loved anyone and I am certain it will never completely go away