Althoug we were only legally married from 2001 to 2005, we had been together on and off since high school graduation. The relationship was rocky to put it mildly, but I always convinced myself that despite the heavy drinking, staying out all night, emotional abuse, cheating, and lack of ambition or motivation to work, that he truly in his heart loved me. One day I finally realized that since I was doing everything by myself, I may as well be by myself. The final straw came when my mother was hospitalized and he was too busy riding around drinking to even come by to see her. My mother had done more for him that his own parents ever did: helped pay for his school, bought him a vehicle, etc. When I finally realized what a selfish, dispicable person he was to others and not just to me, I was done. It was like he died to me.
    In high school
    Partying and fighting
    Nothing!
    Praying that he passes out before he comes to bed and forces me to have sex with him.
    Live happily ever after.
    That it took me so long to realize that he'll never change, regardless of what I say or do.
    2 great dogs...all mine because he's too irresponsible to even care for pets!
    Suck it, bitch.