An improvment in self esteem...
    We met, we clicked, we clung on to our whirlwind...You and me. You swept me off my feet, I was charmed. you were wounded so I forgave your bullying (it started before our first date when you nearly broke my finger whilst accusing me of flirting with a short ass ginger guy! Why didn't I stop it then!?) We started a life together, we did ok, went on adventures. But every other conversation was a fight or a put down. Your drinking continued, you were out of control you had many little 'accidents' yet so many people think you're great. You could be just right now you're broken and i dont want to fix you. In 7 days I will have gone, no more wondering if you're sober, no more covering your tracks when you let family down, no more apologising when you insult your family, my friends. I won't miss you...I might miss what we never had!

    He was drunk I was flattered

    Trying...occasionally

    My Cat!

    Boozey breath in my face whilst I try to sleep

    Relax

    That my lack of self esteem wasn;t recongnised sooner (by me)

    Yes, and they'll be ok.

    Are you a lesbian?